For all of you who didnt see the skate. Also thank you all for the kind messages, words and gifts. There were some mistakes but who cares this is why i skate i felt everything in this performance,! (and still do) =)
I just had to include this=) who says a skater is skating alone? my coaches are simply the best, i think its even harder for them and to quote high school musical "we are all in this together". My brother was so nervous he almost didn't speak to me that day. Fortunately i didn't notice since Martin was/is the rock! (even though i know he felt it to =) If you saw my brothers interview with tv4 after my skate you saw how much he cares about his skaters. I really couldn't ask for better coaches and i am so happy i got to share this with them.
It wasent perfect, i didnt win, but who cares!! It was perfect, that feeling is hard to describe, i didnt skate for points or a place i just skated because i enjoyed it. I was a bit nervous before but when the first axel hit i calmed down and felt, now i got it and then i could just let go and skate with the audience. i could have stayed out there forever but it is a moment that i will never forget. I want to thank everyone in the arena for the amazing support and everyone at home for all the supportive messages and comments.
Thank you sweden for this amazing competition but now i want to go home and finish this season and really push out all i have left. Then i will turn the page and focus more on everything else i want to do in life. like coaching for the summer in Slite Gotland with many happy and hard working kids.
( there are still a few spots if yo are interested its at www.skateisland.se.)
One last time for all who asks "how does it feel?" IT FEELS PERFECT!!! =)