So many people have asked my what happend this week and you know what, i have no idea. I was really prepared and hade made great practices and preparations before and i felt like i was in control. I know i was a bit sick but thats no excuse i could still train and i hade no problems doing the programs in training. I wasent nervouse or to excited i felt in control and relaxed. It was just not my day, unfortunattly i had a bad day on the worst time =( The worst feeling comes from knowing i was in great shape and could do great and then everything just fell apart.
Today i was at the doctor and found out my little cold had turned in to or had always been a flu with sinusitis so i got penicillin and some other medicin, he was not happy i hade trained and competed with it. I will take some time of to get healthy and find my motivation again.
Today i was at the doctor and found out my little cold had turned in to or had always been a flu with sinusitis so i got penicillin and some other medicin, he was not happy i hade trained and competed with it. I will take some time of to get healthy and find my motivation again.
The motivation part was made a lot easier by all the fans who really showed there support even after a disaster of a skate. Speciall thanks to Fummy, Mayako and Shiho and all the rest who keep beliving in me.
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